Yesterday, I had a meltdown.... the main reason was because I have been working SO hard at keeping track of my calories and also working out and not using those extra calories to eat when I do workout,
and yet the same just won't leave the number.... it's stuck at 276.9...
I swear I'm in a nightmare.... no matter how good or how terrible I eat and how much I workout
that number haunts me on the scale EVERY TIME!
But, I've got to not let the breakdown get me down....
I am SO determined to get healthy and lose this weight because I want my life back!!!
I want to be able to do all the things I enjoy without
feeling TOO overweight.. or
to weak to accomplish.
(This may be a little personal... but I guess I'm just Being honest.)
Today is the day that I'm hoping will be a big change in my journey!
I was having such a hard time deciding if I
should go off my birth control pills and see what happens with my body
or if i need to do something different cause I'm not ready
for kids yet... So the verdict was to get an IUD which is still a little scary for me but
I will find out today if it is all it's cracked up to be.. I guess.
(Definately excited to not have to remember a pill,
and no hormones, less likely to get
preggers!)
On a different note, I decided that I was going need some more motivation or something that challenged me because apparently the gym isn't doing much for at this point in time,
so since I seem to workout a little harder when I watch the show Biggest Loser I decided to
purchase Season 10 on my Kindle so I can watch it while I workout
at the gym! So far I'm really liking it!
I also got a little crazy and bought Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred... :/
I've heard good things about this video but we all know that
Jillian can be a little harsh so hopefully she can kick my butt into gear and get some pounds
shred off this body! I'm ready to be ME again! :)
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| It was only 7.95 on amazon so we will see if this will work! |
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