I'm not sure why this process is so hard for me to grasp... it's like I know all the right steps and what I should eat but my mind won't just switch over to the healthy mindset.... it's about time I just have to FORCE the process and do whatever it is that needs to click in my head for me to change my habits.
The Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred has been a challenge but I'm sticking with it. I did all my measurements before so I will inform you on how it worked when I've completed it... maybe after 30 days....
I ordered two of Jillian's books she wrote that had good reviews about them, I'm hoping that they will help me figure out the emotional side of my weight gain and give me inspiration to move forward and not look back... I know there is a lot of things from my past that have caused me to get to where I am and it's hard for me to let go of some of those things... but I have to be strong and not look back at the past and only look to the bright future that is waiting for me.
I've decided to not take summer classes in my efforts to get healthy because I feel that my health is more important to me then school is right now. I was hoping to get some of the classes I'm not to trilled about taking out of the way in the summer so that way they would go by a little faster but after a lot of thought I think it is best if I take some time off from school... not only to get healthy but I need a break to stop and enjoy life again... I get so caught up in hurrying through school and things that are going on right here and now, so I can get to the things I want to enjoy in life.. like having a family and kids.... I forget to enjoy these times I need to in order to get to the things I want... I have to make myself happy in order to have the things I look forward to in the future. Life is too short to not enjoy each day by itself... You can't live in the past or the future you have to live in the present and the rest will fall into place!
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| Dying eggs at my parents house. |
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| Dad was laughing at me trying to make the eggs look | pretty. |
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| The finished product! |
Mom and I had fun decorating eggs... Happy Easter!
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