I'm feeling a bit guilty for not writing for awhile, but the truth is I'm not to happy with my life right now and wasn't sure if i wanted to share that with the rest of the world. But here I am, trying to make sense and maybe some people will understand where i'm coming from and maybe someone won't, tis life!
I've been really under the misconception that life will work it self out... cause at this moment in time I'm not feeling that things are going the way I feel they should or want them to.... Don't get me wrong, I KNOW THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN TIME...
The future has been on my mind SOO much lately. Since i graduated from high school i've always had the thought (what do i wanna do when i 'Grow' up?), well i'm gettin all growed up and i still dont know what it is i wanna do! It's so frustrating to me.
Happiness is SO important to me, and as i've been studying a lot about it the last several months i have finally hit a point in my life that i can say.. I'm not happy, but i don't know how to fix it.... I'm at a lose for words when it comes to my life at this moment.
"The desire to change is meaningless, unless you find a way to make the change happen." Pretty much sums up my life!
Often I think to myself, if only someone would truly believe in me and stick by my side to help me get through these rough times... but then again what good would it do me? I still have to make my own choices and live my own life...
I will figure it all out in time! ( I hope)
