Dreaming in another world.

As I was waking up this morning from bed and pondering on my sleep and thinking of how i have to get up and get ready for work, i was in confusing with the tiny bits of my dream that keep popping into my head from the night. So i begin concentrating and trying to create the image again in my head while i was awake so i could remember what happened in this imaginative word of dreams.

This is what i came up with, so most of you know that my grandma passed away a couple weeks ago and i haven't really grieved much because it seemed like it all went by so fast(the funeral and all that) so now whenever i think of her i get sad and want to cry. So my dream started about as a blur and then all of sudden it popped into the action.

"After visiting my grandma in the hospice every night when she passed we all obviously stopped going there and for some reason we were being pushed to go there(this is in my dream,FYI) so my parents and i went there and it seemed as though we were at a camp with cabins and different things. so we walked around and came to my grandma's room (which she shouldn't be in cause she passed away) well to our surprise she was there, acting as normal as can be... WEIRD!!! she looked like she did before she got sick just young and energetic and it was strange because she just didnt seem like she was sick, and we all knew that she was very sick.. So as we got more confused we called over the nurse and she responded with oh she has come back and is no longer sick... and so being even more confused, i asked some more questions and the nurse said, she was gone and she came back healed.

OK... so then i was like well maybe she like went to heaven and got healed and she got sent back to earth to live the life that she missed... i was very confused. Well as my dream was fading back into a blur it seemed as thought it was normal and so we all went on with our lives as if that hadn't just happened."
So this is confusing to me cause i'm not really sure what dreams do for us other then its like our imagination at night while we sleep... and so i was very confused by this dream and not really sure what to think about it.

My first thought was, i know that people who die are like ghosts in a sense they are still there but we just can't see them, so i thought maybe it was just reassurance that my grandma is going to be still enjoying life even if she isn't here. Cause when she passed i was very upset because i felt like she didn't get to do much stuff in her life mainly because she didn't have much money and so it was very hard for me to see her go cause i didnt think she had a fulfilled life.
I think that was reassurance for the that she is doing good and she is cancer free and enjoying life right now, probably at a casino somewhere where money doesn't matter and she has lots of it! :)

RIP Grandma you will always be missed and loved and i know you are enjoying yourself where ever it is that you are right now!

HAPPY EARTH DAY!

So i completely forgot about earth day until i noticed on the calendar today it said Earth Day!!

Earth day is inspired to create awareness and appreciation for our earths enviornment!

So in accordance i think today everyone should find something to do that will benefit the earth and its enviornment!

EARTHDAY CRAFTS

Plant flowers
Plant a tree
Make crafts out of reusable items in your house
-Laundry Bottle Food Scoop, cut the top off the laundry detergant container and decorate the outside and use it to scoop your pet food.
-Magazine holder, dont throw away all your cereal boxes, cut the corner off and use it as a magazine holder and decorate the box.
-Ladybug Rocks, paint fun designs on rocks you find in your yard.
-Tin Can Herb Pot, take an old coffee can paint the outside and plant herbs or flowers in it.
-Toothbrush Bracelet, get out all your old toothbrushes pull the bristels out and boil them in hot water till they are soft enough to bend and shape them into bracelets.


Those are just a few crafts that i thought would be fun, i typed in earth day crafts on google and looked for ones that looked like fun!!

You should all find something great to do for the earth and share with me what you did to help the enviornment today!!!

HAVE FUN!!!

Life Lesson #56

HAHA. So this morning i learned a new life lesson..

i was sitting in my kitchen eating breakfast and since we are leaving for vacation soon so i thought oh i should get my suitcase out of the storage room cause i've been dreading digging it out. So i got it out and then it was about time for me to go to work so i just left it for tonight.... i walked down to the kitchen to get a snack for work and BOOM the power went out... i was like WHAT... how did that happen.. and so i waited a few minutes... it didn't turn back on... GREAT!! So i went down to try and open the garage... of coarse it runs on electricity so... i called Jessica at work and didn't know what to do cause i had to be to work like then... and she didn't know cause it was a main breaker so we couldn't just flip the switch.. :( so i called my dad and he came right over and all he did was pull the cord on the garage and lifted it by hand... MAN I"M DUMB.. haha.. So i got to work a little late but at least i didn't hve to walk..

So life lesson... When the power goes out and the garage opener no longer works all you have to do is pull the red cord.. haha.

The Monday Blues...

So today is monday... not my favorite day.. it seems that things always go wrong on mondays...

Today i'm starting to understand how people in your life will betray you.. i wont give any names or anything but i feel that i have been taken advantage of as a past employee and wish that people could see other people true feelings and not just business and money... a lot of people today our caught up in this whole.. i need money and the economy sucks. I can see the way people are treating other people is not consistant and i wish i could say its because of the economy but i'm pretty sure its not..

those are my thoughts for today!

Today is FRIDAY!!!

THis is my first blog... :) i'm excited... haha. i'm not sure what to write about today.

Thought for today: Everyday is a day to be positive and to make the most of every moment, because you never know who will be there with you tomorrow!