True FRiends.

In my twenty years of living, i have finally come to one big realization. That is that Friends are what make life all the things you want it to be. Friends are our most prized posession. If you dont have friends you are always sitting around at home thinking that you wished there was someone out there that you could call to just have a good time with, and if you dont have a person or a friend in your life to do that with then your life will not be fulfilled. Most of our life experiences come from the times that we did things with others, making memories, enjoying the company so you dont have to be alone in this crazy world! Its always more fun to share experiences with someone weather its someone you love and want to spend your life with or just a friend that is there to talk to and to get you through things.

I've learned in many ways that your true friends will always shine through when you need them too the most... when your down or going through a hard time friends who truly care will always stand by your side and say you can do it, we will get through this together, those are the only people i want to be around. If only all your friends where like that and not so freakin selfish to think its always about them and what they are going through then the world would be perfect!

I always look around and see all the people in my life and only wish they knew how much i truly care about them, even when they betray me, i will always be there because i know how much it hurts when you are in a hard spot and there is NOONE in sight. Everyone seems to run when things get hard.

I like to ramble about things especially lately but i think that people need to sincerely understand that when people say they need someone they aren't just joking around, it means you need to stop your ass up to the plate and be there for them!!!!

I will always be there for anyone, i dont like to see people suffer or go through pain!!!!!

Thanks to those of you I can call a TRUE FRIEND!!!!!!!

Beginning of July Update

Not to much going on besides moving and getting use to this new season and all the changes...

Thank you to my parents who are amazing and willing to help me out for a little while. I'm excited to be able to live at home and enjoy life a little instead of being so stresed out because of money...

I'm really wanting to get back into painting and doing art stuff hopefully with not having much going on in the future i will have lots more time to work on that stuff and to do some scrapbooking..

Really missing Jess.. i'm not used to not seeing her for long periods of time.

HAHA. i really wish i was a little more exciting.. i didn't have much to say in this blog just wanted to write something..