Not Focused

We all know that with the Holidays here, it's so hard to focus on

being healthy... there is so much good food and sweets to consume, it's hard to say NO!

I'm really struggling right now...

I'm so stressed this week for one, because finals are next week and I have

a TON of stuff due by the end of this week!

I'm so hoping to take advantage of the month off of school to focus on me and not have to worry about

turning in an assignment or taking a test every other day... 

I miss the being able to do whatever I want and not have to worry about school stuff...

I can't wait till May of next year!!!!!! 

After the major stress of this week is over, I need to hold myself accountable for getting back

to the gym and not making excuses!

There is so many good things going on in my life right now, and a lot of them pointing

to successes but I just have to take hold of them and step up and say, I'm ready to change, FOR ME!

My body is in pain pretty much all the time, whether it be my knee, my back,

my legs, or my stomach.... something is always wrong with my body, and the cure is simply

eating the right foods.... I know that the foods I eat cause my stomach to hurt and I feel

bloated and sick A LOT of the time... I just don't get why I keep torturing myself when i know there are ways to make myself and my body feel better.... 

I'm waiting till the first of the new year to start my advocare cleanse, cause I want to make sure I am

focused and ready to do it... it's to hard to plan around the holidays in December!

I guess this means I shouldn't vent so much.... unless it's a good venting!