Wedding Wagon

I've decided to do the Advocare 10 Day cleanse again,

when I did it before I lost about 8 lbs in the first 10 days then I got engaged and I fell off

the wagon, cause we all know that after all that, drinks and going out to

eat were in order!

I just haven't been able to get back on the wagon and continue on this long haul

journey it's going to be to get to my goal weight, and also to try and lose

most of it before my wedding Sept 27, 2014.

For about 3 weeks I was doing really good!  A friend of mine told me when she lost a lot of weight,

she would just go to the gym and walk on the treadmill for an hour each night and 

not skip a day, but to be completely committed to working out

everyday... walking isn't that hard, or going even going on the cross trainer for an hour each

day!  So I gave it a try, I was dedicated to doing that, I was committed,

but as I explained it only lasted for about 3 weeks... I'm not sure why it's so hard for me to stay committed to something, especially cause I know how much I want it!

It's almost like food has completely possessed my brain and I can't get out of the trap!

I'm going to do my best to keep my focus cause I want to be proud of myself on my wedding

day, and be able to say I worked really hard to look good for the best day of my life!  More importantly I want to do it for my Fiance!

With the Holiday's approaching it makes it more difficult to keep my focus

on the end result!

Wish me luck, any encouragement is much appreciated!!!! :)

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!