Sick of IT!

I'm so sick of it, talking about losing weight and week after week I come back to my blog and have to write to everyone that yet another week of no weight lose and less self confidence for this girl.

Well, things are about to get exciting because I've finally put my food down on this journey that hasn't taken me anywhere but crazy!  I can't seem to get my food balance and exercise down on my own so I have looked to somewhere that can help, WEIGHT WATCHERS, yep I said it, I made the plunge to finally get a plan for getting my life back instead of being disappointed week after week. 

Today is my first day of keeping track of everything, mind you I was keeping track of everything I ate throughout the day before, but it didn't stop me from eating way more then what I was supposed to so this way I have a more mindful way to keep track and know what to eat and how much I can eat.  It's not a free for all anymore, this portion thing is gonna be my new focus (as in a previous post, isn't easy for me). 

Yes, I have tried weight watchers in the past a few times and those times I wasn't completely committed so I didn't stick with it, I have a lot of support from friends and family to get healthy and get my life back so I'm taking this serious this time! I will keep you updated on the weight lose and what I like and don't like about the Weight Watchers program!

Here are a couple of pictures of me, this is the beginning of my journey! 

The hardest part of this journey is going to be my drinking habits! :/  Yes, I love to drink, and yes they have points too! (it's a good time they give you weekly extra points-- mine will most likely be used on alcohol! Or I will just we working out more so I can swap my activity points for beer, :) I got it figured out-- i think)