Pick Yourself Back Up (& Timeline)

I have not been doing good AT all with the way I'm eating or working out and

I knew it had caught up with me, but when I stepped on the scale Monday morning I was

ashamed to say the least! I took that and am now running with it... 

I can't believe I have just stepped back and watched my life pass by without

continuing my journey of getting to the better or exciting life I dream about everyday.

Last week, I was talking to my mom and my BF a lot about how I was going to really fix this problem I have

with eating and not being able to control my weight the way I want to, I came up with a 

couple solutions, one was to start taking metabolife, and two was to do the advocare challenge.

I decided to try both!

I started metabolife on Tuesday of this week, I'm not sure if I am really all that excited about it yet, it has a lot of caffeine in it, and can give me the shakes at times.  I was conscious of what I ate

for the most part this week, I'm happy to say I am down 4lbs since Monday, but I'm not celebrating yet because I'm still disappointed with that start number on Monday.

Starting Monday I will be doing the Advocare 10 day cleanse, I thought I would start with that and if

I am enjoying it and it's working I might continue on to do the rest of the 24 day Challenge.

This was Monday...

Bringing out the Timeline again... We haven't seen this for quite awhile....
*296 Monday's SCARY weight :/ (9-19-13)
*292 Today's weight (9-13-13)
*287 highest weight May 2013 (after IUD)
*285 current weight
*283 the weight that haunts me
*280 Last week
*278 when I started "17 Day Diet" Oct 2012
*260 Florida  Trip Nov 2012
*245 what I weighed when I went on my first date with Scott 11-11-11
*240 what I weighed when I started running 2009
*220 what I weighed on our CRUISE 2010
*200 while I worked at Burgie's 2007
*199 Jump for joy I'm in One-derland!
*180 what I weighed before I started working at Burgie's Coffee shop (in High School)
*165 GOAL WEIGHT

( I am still holding myself to these goals here... I just have to get back to it...)

I am hoping that by doing the Advocare Challenge and also by taking metabolife, it will
help kick start me to get back on track and to stop slowing down, cause when I start again I just have
even more weight to lose then if I would have just stuck with it all in the first place.

Happy Friday!!!! GO Cyclones!!!!!