Here I am....

If any of you noticed I didn't make a post last week! I can explain to you that I was extremely frustrated with my weigh in and so I just decided to ignore everything, and also I didn't really stick to weight watchers much this week after seeing that I had gained a little.  Well, here is the really kicker, I stepped on the scale this morning(not my weigh day) and I hadn't even moved from the weight of last week which is crazy because I ate everything I enjoy eating and I didn't really even stick with my weight watchers. 

So here is what I"m so confused about and maybe someone can explain this to me.  The weeks that I eat all the stuff I like to eat such as pizza or whatever it might be I seem to loose weight but when I eat the things i'm "supposed" to eat I seem to gain weight, that just doesn't make sense to me.  Also, last week I had like 50 activity points because the BF and I walked almost every night after dinner, well this week we did no exercise because we have been super busy, and I didn't even gain.... someone please give me piece of mind, and don't give me any BS about well you were gaining muscle, cause I think that is a load of crap!

I"m just so frustrated that I have just been doing what I enjoy instead of being SO caught up in what I can and can't eat. It's almost been relaxing!  I'm not the kind of person that enjoys recording everything I put into my mouth, I wanna be able to eat what I want and not have to worry about it not being within my points or omg that is so bad for you! At this point I'm just remembering my portions and I am still recording but it seems I go over a bit and still I haven't gained in a week of going over some of my daily points. 

There you have it, my confession and the reason you didn't see a post last week!